* I Love Myself It's Not A Sin . .

Well lets see i havent updated in over a month. and nothing too exciting has happened since i last did. just school has gotten harder, and it has also been harder to get myself to go to class because i am lazy. and work has become sooo stressful and i am slowly starting to not enjoy it anymore. i cant wait for thanksgiving break and christmas vacation. too much needed breaks coming up yay! i cant believe that christmas in like in a month. i need to start my christmas shopping very soon. andddd i miss my friends very much. they are all so very far away from me and it makes me sad. i feel like all i have time to do anymore is work and go to school. it is wearing on me fast. i think this is the first time iver been this busy sinnnnce ohhh forever. blahh.. hmmm good things in my life? well there is always my boyfriend that means the world to me. and we are still absolutely wonderful like always. we have been together a year and 9 months : ) its amazing. other then that everything else just sucks in my life right now. i have had 4 papers due this past week and it has been hell. and i have another one, and an exam next week i have to study for because I NEED TO DO GOOD ON IT. ahhh so stressful. i cant wait until this next week is over. ahhh and tonight i have to go to hospice, it is part of my death and dying class. and yay i dont know how well i am going to handle that. i will probably cry even though i dont know the people. alright well i have to go to work and start a lovely busy thursday in the repetitive life of me. peace out.

Geeeez it feels like i havent written in this thing in like forever. well thats mostly due to the fact that i have zero time to do anything anymore. this whole working all day and then going to class right after for another 5 hours is anything but fun. but oh well. at least i only have class monday thru wednesday so i suppose it really isnt that bad. everything with work and school is going well. school is getting harder, and there is so much homework it is so gay. it feels like highschool tho at the same time. i have the most annoying people in my english class, and yes they are all friends. and they are all ugly and fat and ANNOYING. god. lol other then that i like school alot : ) the people are cool for the most part, and so are my professors. except for my philosophy professor. he is sooo boring and i hate that class with a passion. sitting in a chair for 3 hours listening to some old guy talk about hate and what is really behind that emotion, is not my idea of fun. he like takes an hour to explain something that could be said in 2 sentences. goddddd. at least that class is only once a week. blah. hmmmm what else is going on other than school and work hmmm. ummm well me and ryan are wonderful as always : ) we still make time to see eachother everyday despite our terribly busy schedules : ) so that makes me a happy happy girl. hmmm this year seems to be flying by.. i cant believe it is already october. geeez oh man. its almost christmas time wooohoooo. hmmmm some more good news for me is that my parents are going out of town for a week on thursday. yay for that : ) other then that i dont think there is anything else new going on in my life. hmmm i need to go shopping for fall clothes but i suppose that can be postponed for a bit considering it is supposed to be 80 degrees all of this week. ahhh i love warm weather in october : ) i am not ready for it to be cold : ) hmmm well i guess i am going to get going and do some reading before all those wonderfully good shows come on tonight. Desperate Housewives and Grey's Anatomy YESSSSS : ) later on bitches * ali.

Well it seems as though i havent written in this thing in forever. ive been much to busy to tho so thats my excuse. i had school start up this week, it was nice actually... i like all my professors they are pretty sweet, and most of my classes seem interesting so thats good. and i love it even more because i only have class on monday tuesday and wednesday. it is lovely : ) but yeah ive been working a ton, it is still all i do, and it makes me even more tired now that school started. but i guess i feel so much more productive after im at work for 6 hours and then go to class for another 5 hours. it feels like im actually doing something. so yeah i am actually enjoying this whole college thing yay for that : ) hmm what else has been happening... lets see well tomorrow is ryan's 20th birthday. ahhh he is so old. no longer a teenager : ( pooor guy. so i have to finish shopping for him, i havent had time to get him all the things i want to, but i will have time tomorrow while he is at his baseball games. boooo for baseball starting up again. now he has practice everyday, and will start having games a million time a week. boooo. i hate us both being so busy. but i can't complain because we still make sure we see eachother everyday : ) i love him. on another note, it's very sad that Chase Metcalf passed away : ( I was never friends with Chase, I probably only talked to him a few times, and well since they are living a few houses down the road from me, I'd see him every now and then. It's so wierd because I just saw him a few days ago out getting the mail : ( And the thing that is really breaking my heart is the fact that I have always been really close with Brent and now I can't even imagine how he is feeling : ( it's got to be an unbelieveable amount of pain. So just make sure you keep all the Metcalf's in your prayers : ( On from that because i get sad if I talk about it for too long, ummmm i got my new phone yesterday in the mail so yeah for that, i will now have a phone that actually works yay for that. ummmm and i really dont have anything else to talk about so i am going to go get ready for work and i dunno just find something to occupy my time. later on bitches* aliiii.

Blahhhhh i havent updated in a few days so i figured that i should. even tho there is nothing too exciting that has happened. but oh well what can you do : ) mmm well lets see last week went by super fast and then shannons birthdaywas fun on saturday : ) she is finally legal. woohooo. then i also hung out with the girls monday night to watch laguna beach for the last time together. sooo sad. now everyone is off at college, doesnt really feel any different tho because i didnt really hang out with anyone this summer. but i will be sure to go visit them at their new homes : ) this week has been crazy at work, very extremely busy because we were getting ready for the open house and we got 2 new babies. so it was kinda hectic everyday but that has made it go by pretty fast. yesterday i had to work noon til 6 and then stay for the open house which was 6 - 8 but we only had 2 parents come in our room lol so she let us go home at 715 which was nice because i got paid to be there and do nothing : ) yay for money. i need to get my check cashed from last week because i wanna go shopping. back to school shopping is what i will call it lol. just a good excuse for me to spend my money on clothes. i am pretty excited for school to start just for the pleasure of doing something new. i feel like i do the same thing everyday and i hate repetition. but i went up to the school to find my classes and get my books and what not. i need to go one more time before i start school next wednesday because i dont want to get lost my first day of college. that wouldnt be ideal. yeah its kinda dumb that i have to start school on wednesday because i only have class monday tuesday and wednesday... so i will go on wednesday and then nbot go again until the following tuesday. so yeah it doesnt really make any sense but oh well. i gotta do what i gotta do. and i got my fall work schedule yesterday... i am going to die pretty much.. monday i work 7am til 1pm.. then go to class 2pm-7pm... then on tuesday i work 7am til 2pm and then have class 4pm til 10pm... and then wednesday is the same as monday, and then thursday and friday no school so i work noon til close. but i guess i cant complain because i was the one who still wanted to work everyday because i love money so i made all my classes late classes. oh well its just a semester and if i dont like how it goes i will change it for next semester : ) blahhh hmmm what else has been going on. ohhh my boyfriend is wonderful and he turns 20 soon very soon so i need to go shopping for his birthday and i know exactly what i am going to get him : ) i am excited for that. and i am happy because his last day of work is tomorrow so that means MORE TIME FOR ME : ) yay. very happy. hmmm and ohhh the most wonderful this is that the kenny chesney concert is on saturday. oh yessss i can not wait. we are all going to have a very good time : ) the only bad part is we still have no one that will drive because no one has a car big enough to fit all 6 of us. so we are probably going to have to take 2 cars which would be gay. but oh well i dont care i just wanna go see kenny shake is tight ass in those jeans of his. ahhhhh alright well that is all for now i have to go to work, for another lovely day of screaming babies : ) but i love them so its okay and tomorrow is friday. thank god : ) i hope everyone has a wonderful day. later on bitches * aliiii.

I LOVE RYAN JOSEPH SWAIN : )



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Hmmmm nothing too exciting has been going on lately i dont think. yesterday work wasnt too bad and it actually went by generally fast : ) so yay for that. then after work i sat around for a while and did nothing i was in a bad mood for no reason at all. i hate when i am like that. but then i went over to ryan's and he cheered me up like always. i love him, i'd die without him really. i sat around and talked to his family for a bit until i went and watched ryan swim. lol how fun. that only lasted a few minutes before i got bored tho. so then we just watched remember the titans. such a good movie : ) until i had to leave his at 9 50 because he goes to bed at 10 and laguna beach is on at 10 so i could not miss it. so then i went to shannys house to watch laguna beach with her, bader and nick. grrr laguna beach is just not as good as last season. and i freakin miss LC and stephen. the new people bother me and they all seem to be stuck up and bitchy, oh and kinda slutty. lovely. blahhhh so then after that i came home and tried to make some plans for the kenny chesney concert with those of us who are going and that was not very successful because no one wants to freakin drive and blah blah blah its a big mess. so i dunno what is going to end up happening but, hey we still have like 2 weeks to figure that out, and regardless i am very excited for the concert anyways : ) it should be a very good time. hmmmm now i am just sitting here bored until i have to go to work boooo. today we have like 12 babies so its going to be busy and i am sure that i will have a headache within a few minutes of being there. boooo. but when we are busy and non stop moving it makes the day go by a lot faster so i guess that is a plus. alright well i am going to get going and find something to eat before i have to go to work. so later on bitches * aliiiii.

Blahhhh are sundays boring or what? yes yes they are. i have been cleaning all day and now that i am done i have nothing to do and it sucks. my allergies are dumb bitches. they are terrible. i could not sleep because of them grrrr. but i am happy that it is finally cooling off : ) yesterday i went down to clawson with my family and my ryan to go to a car show and then a BBQ at the moultons. that was nice except for the fact that it was a million degrees out and i was sweating my butt off. lovely. i know. hmmm what else have i dont this weekend. mmmm well the other day, on friday i think it was, yes yes it was... after work ryan came over and we decided to make cookies. wow what a mistake. our chocolate chip cookies were hideous. it was pathetic. don't get me wrong, they taste good.. but they were just a terrible sight to see. it was probably because the recipe only called for 1/2 cup of chocolate chips and we just decided to dump the whole bag in. oops. oh well. that was about the highlight of my weekend. that and going to play on little toys at my preschool with ryan : ) i love little playgrounds. they are always sooo fun sooo fun. man oh man i am so bored. this is terrible. i dont want tomorrow to be monday because it means another long week of work. but at the same time, i like mondays because laguna beach is on. yay yay. blahhh hopefully this week goes by quickly and then i will be a happy happy girl : ) yessss. anyways i just took a shower and i have this new hair stuff and it makes my hair ohhh so soft. i love it. i am thinking about chopping my hair short tho. i dont know yet. and i think i'm gunna just dye it all back to dark brown : ) so i need to get on that sometime. alright well anyways i am going to go sleep or something and try and make myself unbored. this may be tough. later on bitches * aliiii.

I am tired but i can not fall asleep so that is no fun. it doesnt feel like wednesday already this week has gone by so so fast. yeah last night real world was super sad so i cried the entire time.. and i watched last weeks real world again before the new one.. yepp cried thru that whole one again. it was lovely. man oh man i really hope that danny comes back though. if he doesnt i am going to be so sad, and i will probably cry some more for melinda. boooo. funny how involved in tv shows i get. it is pathetic. but oh well it is something to do. anyways.. today went by really fast surprisingly. we only had 5 babies today at work so that was nice : ) didnt really have much to do all day at work so i pretty much just sat around and colored and what not. i love to color. i am like a lil kid when it comes to that kind of stuff, except i can color in the lines : ) woooo. then after work ry came over and we just hung out and watched one tree hill. i love that show. its kinda crazy, but its addicting as well : ) but ryan had to leave so now i have to sit here bored. boooo for that. i am hungry but i dont know what i want to eat and i really shouldnt eat because it is already like 10 o clock so that would be a bad thing to do. hmmm. alright well i have nothing else to say right now so i am going to watch some laguna beach, my most severe addiction : ) yesssss. later on bitches * aliiii.

Ahhhhh here I am getting oh so very excited for the Kenny Chesney concert now that me and Hoover are sitting here talking about. i cant freakin wait, its going to be oh so very much funnn. Man oh man now i am all hyper. i still need to go shopping for that darn concert. wooooo. yay. anyways this weekend has been a very fun weekend i must admit. yesterday it was gorgeous outside so i laid out by the pool for a while until i had to go to this kids open house that i dont really know with my family. so i went to that for a bit and then i came home and my ryan came over : ) awww love. and then we went out to eat at red robin. godddd that place is soooo good it's unbelieveable. i got the best chicken ceasar salad. it was to die for. so then after red robin we went to pets mart because for some reason i thought they had puppies there but apparently they only had kitty's. what an upset. so then after petsmart me and ry went to best buy to check out some random things... no point in going to any of the stores we went to but it was something to do. so then after best buy we decided to go to old navy and walk around and then on to jcpennys to look at towels and then comforters. haha this sounds dumb but it really was fun i swear. so then after looking at all that stuff and buying nothing we went to claires because ryan wanted to look at earrings lol. niiiiice. so then we were jammin to some webbie on the way home : ) i felt so ghetto. and then we proceeded to stop at 7 11 to get slurpees. when do we not get slurpees. i swear it is an every day event : ) looooove. so then after all of those nice stops we finally went home where we just watched tv and hung out for awhile : ) ohhh yes and we played connect four and i freakin murdered ryan at that game : ) i'm such a pro. so then today i woke up around like 11 to a phone call from my love to say hi : ) that was nice. then i started to clean until i had to go up to ice cream junction to say goodbye to mackenzie : ( i will miss her tons. so then after sitting up there for about an hour chatting with some girls that i love, i came home and ryan came over. and then we went swimming for a nice while because it was oh so very hot outside. then we decided to wash and clean our cars... i must say our cars are now spotless. really. it took a few hours but it was worth it. awww and while i was vacuuming my car my dad and ryan were playing catch in my front yard. it was cute lol : ) so then after washing the cars we brushed my dogs haha ryan really wanted to do that for some reason. wiiiiierd. but then after that i made ryan some spaghetti and garlic bread for dinner because i love him and then we just sat around and watch tv. a very fun eventful day and now i am tired and i need to go to bed because i work in the morning. later on bitches* aliii. ahhhh yesss tomorrow is monday.. that only means one thing.. LAGUNA F'ING BEACH.

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